you know it's just the way i am

[undergrowl]

koushuu okumura

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Comments

I LOVE YOU ANYWAYS!!!

[undergrowl]

Because we don't have control of our feelings.
Which aren't stupid to have, mostly, usually, but they're fucking awful.
Like, really awful.

<3 <3

[secare]

could have just kept it to myself!
i let myself think that it's fine
like idk
everything would work out

kind of arrogant i guess
but
i dunno
i don't want to feel like this anymore

[undergrowl]

There's nothing wrong with that.
And I don't really think it's arrogant?
We just want things to work out for us, and that's
Human, I guess.

I'll be there really soon, ok?
And then we can figure out a way to stop feeling like this.

[secare]

i keep wondering
how i could have done it better
i should have figured out her feelings
instead of
all this
ugh
U G H

okay
i'll be waiting
thank you

[undergrowl]

You wouldn't have been able to know without asking, and even if you didn't confess...
It probably would still hurt.
[ Wow this is sure going to come full circle and bite Koushuu in the ass, ain't it. ]

You'd be there for me if I was in the same position.
It's what best friends do.

koushuu....

[secare]

i don't know
i
i don't know
i keep wishing there was easy answer for what i was supposed to do

of course
of course
i'll always be here if you need me

welp

[undergrowl]

I wish there was one, too.
But there just
Never really is, I guess.

And I'll always be here for you, you know.
No matter what happens.
Memories or whatever Retrospec throws at us, or whatever we get into ourselves
You're my best friend. That won't change.