you know it's just the way i am

[undergrowl]

koushuu okumura

⚾ Just leave a message, I'll get back to you.

CONTACTS ( ooc use )

 ★ SAWAMURA

 ► ANYA

 ► KUROSAKI

 ► MATSUOKA

 ► STRIDER

 ► YAMAZAKI

 ► YOHANE

 ► YUKINE

VOICE | TEXT | VIDEO | ACTION

Comments

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[tire]

hey do u remember a girl w/ like
kinda brown hair
and blue eyes
from when we were younger??? or was that b4 u moved

[undergrowl]

No. That was probably before I moved.
Or you've got a hallucinomemory, or whatever they're calling it.

[tire]

ya
the fake memories, right?
i dont rly get it

ig thats good tho!!
i would have felt rly bad if i forgot somebody
but
ig i did kinda forget her??? idk
i suddenly remembered and i felt like!!
rly warm

[undergrowl]

[ suspicion!? threatened!? he has no idea ]

More bullshit from Retrospec.
Who knows if they're real or not. Especially when we don't always get a lot of details.

Did you remember anything about her besides what she looked like though.
That's all I've gotten from the "memories."

[tire]

[ cmon koushuu do you really think eijuns got a gf ]

no, just her face!
and that i knew her
and that we were pretty close!!
that's all i got

[undergrowl]

[ maybe AU eijun is less fucking stupid ]

Then who knows what it was.
Was there no one like her before I moved into the area?

[tire]

no
i remembered it when i was talking to mari abt best friends
so maybe she was my best friend??
id def remember that!!

[undergrowl]

[ A very, very long pause. ]



I had the same thing happen when I was talking to Yukine.

[tire]

wait

u forgot yours too?

[undergrowl]

Yeah.
I had a best friend back in Japan when I was little, but they aren't the same person.
And he definitely wasn't Yukine.

[tire]

[ there's a pause on eijun's end. he's always been someone who cared about his personal relationships more than anything--a passionate young man who loves his friends and his family. ]

this is fucked up

[ and it's rare for him to sound that mad, even through text message, rare for him to use that kind of language, even, but he's pissed. ]

[undergrowl]

[ There's a reason why Koushuu hasn't said anything about this to anyone, why he's kept it to himself since the memory, of some kid with dark hair and glasses, one that'd always been at his side, had popped up.

People are kept at a distance, until they aren't, and he cares so fiercely and so loyally about the people he calls his. Even if it's in his own way.

He's been pissed the entire time. Good to know Eijun can be, too. ] They've been getting away with this bullshit for months.

[tire]

yeah
its not ok


what was ur friend like??? now i wanna know

[undergrowl]

[ Quiet, on his end, before he finally answers. ]

Black hair, a little shaggy. Glasses. He was almost always smiling or grinning, even after I wasn't.
He was always there. And I fucking
*Forgot* him. It's messed up.

[tire]

okumura with a smiley friend, huh?
its kinda hard to imagine lol [ >is the smiliest friend ]

dw, okumura!!! we'll figure out what's behind this! i know we will!!

[undergrowl]

That's because you're the friend I have that smiles all the time.
[ He doesn't just go around saying they're friends all the time, but when prompted he'll admit to it - like now. ]

We'll have to, for both him and your friend.
And anyone else they made us forget.